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Saturday, June 30, 2007
4:37 PM hello there fellow faggots. im so bored. was suppose to go to this fair with ravi and all but mom wanted to change the sheets and clean the houe so i turned them down:/so i showered coffee and in return that faggot showered me with shit all over the floor while i was cleaning up the shower area-.- what a bitch right.i was so piss la.haha anyway now shes clean and so am i. i hate the weather.im gona meet liwei to study but gona check something out in town first.its so hot i dont know what to wear.im currently sitting infront of my computer with sports bra and pants.it'll be good if i could go out like that and have no one lookin at me like im some freak.HAHA not like people already dont huh.hahaha!okay its just really hot and im having second thoughts about leaving the house but i really wana get out and this weekend is one long one cause theres no school on monday thus the heavy load of homework too:/ so much for youth day eh? so anyway i better hurry choose a top and leave or i'll never make it to meeting liwei. cheers!
12:20 AM      tell her. i swear i hate the fucking weather okay:/esp today's la.i hate sweating cause that would make me so uncomfy and sleepy but i cant sleep cause its so humid anddddddd aircon doesnt help and mozzies are attacking me like hell i wonder why im still here and not dead sometimes-.-and sweating makes me stickyyyy and stinko then no hugs):HAHAH okay bullshit here.oh well.i just really hate the weather la its so horrible:/ so anyway school the whole week was like..like that lor..the same whats new i mean its school and ive never liked it so how good can it get right.HA!hurr.so anyway yeah today school was like shit cause of the weather and i swear i fucking hate home room la okay all that walking around..hurr!and pe today too.i hate pe.funny huh as a runner i hate pe.oh well.so yeah had lessons as usual then during recess ms claud li suddenly appear and i got a shock.haha but it was good to see her after so long(: after school went to change my bag with dad then headed to the canteen with joy and afew others.ate,drink,sweat then left with joy for ccab and we both fell asleep on 153 and nearly missed the stop and we both had dreams!hahahah super funny.so i was like feeling really groggy and all la.my head felt really sore somehow:/so went to the toilet and slept till 410 then those monkeys finally came-.- so we trained and it was good(:im very happy with today's training cause those monkeys made me proud(:keep up the good work girls(: so yeah anyway train till like 6ish then stop cause everyone was tired and it was gona rain so went to shower and joy was being a kind soul and waited for me(:then i headed to town and met mom and aunt at centerpoint.walk around and all then headed home.my ankle which i hurt the last time have been giving me problems):it kinda really hurts.ohwell. 100m next thurs at 4ish then relays in the morning the following day,friday. i wana go out tml cause im feeling really bummed out:/ dont ask. im out. cheers! Sunday, June 24, 2007 2:20 PM      i swear her sleeping positions are adorable as hell(:anyway my right finger is swollen:/haha i think its like infected yo.hahaha anyway school starts tml.hurr.i hope they dont change the time table.anyway yeah so like i hate home room i hate walking around. woke up at 12ish today to the sound of the tv cause dad's like deaf.hahaha and mom turn the aircon off so she kept my door open.anyway i slept at like 3am last night.i just couldnt sleep la and i finished my book so i watched this stupid chinese show in bed till it ended then i thought myself to sleep.HAHA. okay dont know if im goin out.i want to but like im lazy and theres english to do which is boringggggg.nvm hard candy first. cheers!
12:45 AM closing time. so okay on the way home from greatworld mom dropped me off to rent dvds so i got hard candy as mention earlier and mom got her follow the law so we watched it just now and i tell you its super funny!haha it made me laugh alot for one day so im giving it a plusplus!(:but then i dont like the ending.oh well.hard candy tml but im gona finish up my english papers first. im so bored now so im downloading songs ive never heard before from hinder and other bands.haha and im liking what im hearing from hinder.sexy voice(: ive been peeling my fingers skin and they looks super horrible now:/esp the ones i peeled when i was like bored,nervous or thinking.haha now i have fat ugly looking fingers and just now i peeled one of the nails out cause i was like bored then now it hurts.hahahaha what an idiot la.its a sign for me to cut my nails again but im really lazy.i hate how everything on me grow so fast, except my height-.-okay not everything la but my hair grows super fast and so does my nails.its a bad thing for busy and lazy people like me cause i have not time to trim.okay whatever like why am i even telling you guys all these-.- school is starting.major bummer yo. okay im off to read or do english?dont know haven decided yet. cheers! Saturday, June 23, 2007 9:27 PM     teh tarik ice-cream makes me happy and adds on to my layer of fats everywhere.bummer:/nevermind it made me happy.haha whatever.im super fucking holy molly mofoing bored okay and its killing me.im so bored its killing me):i wana go out and drink but i cant cause of nats andddddddddd im broke.i wana work.okay whatever. i keep thinking its sunday today-.-oh i borrowed hard candy dvd(: but im watching it alone-.- and i wana watch nancy drew and harry potter.please take me out someone!anyone?liane lets go out i wana take nisha out i miss her and shermain tooooo.i miss them. okay im talking rubbish. anyway went to greatworld with mom and granny then home. out.
12:01 AM im tired my lower body feels like ive not stop running since yesterday and im tired and im bored and im feeling sick but not sick,sick.HAHA whatever. fnn lesson at 8 then orals at 11 then training at 3 then home then vivo with mom then home. hurr.i hate having to do what i have to do.basically,i hate my life.i hate school and its starting.how exciting.i cant wait for it to end already man-.- my mom is like laughin so loudly in her room watching some canto show-.- i think my granny looks damn cute without her dentures(sp?)HAHA! i like barley.my aunt cooked some for me(: i went shopping with mom but didnt get anything. i want money and shopping. i want hoody i want boxers i want new tee i want new jeans i want ipod. i want timeout. i want sleep. i want to just like fast forward time to taking results day. i want harry potter i want nancy drew. i want...i dont know what else. i wana get 3rd for relays but the way things are now,its fuck impossible. ROARRR. hahah no im not angry,upset,emo or whatever it is your thinking.im just being me.annoyed with the world.hahahaha. okay off to my book,bed and coffee baby(: cheers. Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:11 PM Let's make this moment a crime. Ive never felt this drained out since les stopped training us not that the training was tough.i just ran my guts out so i'll feel so drained out i'd knock out tonight haha i didnt have the strength to talk much and even chi hua cha didnt help much .haha hurr.orals tml at 10 but lessons before that.roarr i hate school but i love training and i cant wait to train again tml.oh and i had like a full lunch and dinner meal:/fatfatfattttttttttt.tummy is gona come out.haha i had dinner cause i just felt like it somemore.not cause i was hungry.hahahaha whatever. Anyway, i wana watch nancy drew and harry potterrrrrrrrrr! roarr. Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:52 PM watching heros in my living room with the lights off gave me one mozzie bite on my fat palm and another on my arm):i hate mozzie and i really wish they would all just die.i just got another on my neck i tell you im getting more bites as im typing laaaaaaaa. im going to read and sleep. bye! cheers!
6:14 PM like sun spots of rain drops. My nationals heats starts on the first day of nats which is the 5th of july.roarrrr!100m and i cant wait(: and on the 6th would be the relays which im kinda worried for:/i just hope we do better the next training. im running and some asswipe better not fuck that up. okay so training tml and paper before that and gotto rush up the board too.studies have been a major bummer.mock is just screwed so im prepared for the crappy results la cause i didnt put much effort into it.dont ask why.i dont know why but yeah.but im studying for Os thats a promise(: today wasnt that bad i guess.i didnt sweat so i smelt good all day long(:but tuition made mary and i so drained out la-.- we were fightin so hard to stay awake cause we were doing chem.hahaha funny. okay im gong finish up my book and theres heros tonight(: cheers! Tuesday, June 19, 2007 9:08 PM          training,home,studied at holland with liane and sam,pet shop,coldstorage,justin koh then home with liane then here. justin is so cute okay(: but he's so dumb like jo la but so cute.hahahah it has been 2days. hmm. cheers.
Monday, June 18, 2007 11:41 PM hello world! im like bored.so yeah had tuition and i was super sleepy but i stayed awake and listen.then mom came so we talk talk talk then headed over to aunt elsie's then home.fat fat fattt. Oh! mary said im super reddddd aunt says im darkkkkkk.and i think im black.so mix together you get alien colour.hahah im a living freak show. but i am really like dark nowwwww.hahah i like cause it doesnt make me look as fat la but actually still very fat.HAHAHA training tml(: but like at 9 la.so early okay.haha i dont know why im blogging like that but yeah.hahaha okay byebye cheers!
1:11 PM woke up at 11ish and sat infront of the tv with my cereal and oreo with milk(:then i watched that vet show then.......i cried la:/cause they had to put this dog down cause he got hit by a car and broke his back then the owner was like this huge guy with tattoo and he was crying like siao la!then like..i dont know the min i heard the part where the Docs say they may have to put him down i started tearing.hahahahha so loser i know but so poorthing okay.the dog was hugeeeee.haha so yeah after that clean coffee's ear and now she has her head to one side.hahah so cute la she always does that after i clean her ears.haha was thinking of showering her but im kinda like lazy so may do it tml or something la. tuition later at 5.........boringgggggggggggg.i wana sleep more and im already at the last chap of my book.hahaha okay now i need to go find someone to lunch with me before tuition cause i think im going crazy being alone. cheers! Sunday, June 17, 2007 4:42 PM okay so like work today was not bad.really busy so now im so tired.i served,clean and wash.tireddddd.and like some of them got drank cause someone had a b'day dinner.hahaha that girl who got drank was small and funny.she so small size la.haha and she was damn cute la.she was talking rubbish and all and like karen that girl's bf and i were like laughin at her.hahah funny funny.so mom came and pick me up and we headed home but i was feeling hungry and at 11ish the only food around was Macs:/im so fattttt.i fat,black and everything bad):throw me beside a bin and no one would notice.hahahahha!im so full of shit. im talking to clara chai chee bye on the phone and shes so fucking deprived okay!she keeps saying nobody loves her and all that crap.shes so full of shit-.-something's just dont change.hahahha that loser.hahaha okay im boredddddd. bloop. (edited) OH MY HOLLY MOLLY OKAYYYY. i just realise i have to miss ugly betty cause work ends at 1030pm:/ depress. hurr. ): screams"doughyyyyyyyyy!"
12:48 PM i think im updating so often you cant read my older entries.haha!hmm anyway its raining since last night so i had a good night again but like i slept at 2am cause i was doing my work.haha then woke up at 9 to get ready for tuition but mag called to say she cant make it so i went back to bed and slept till like 12ish but woke up to the noise everyone was making outside.they all came already and i was still in bed but i couldnt care less.went out to drink my milk,shower and went down to get plastic plates.then now im sitting here rottin my backside off.4plus hurry come so i can leave the house for work!haha its so coldddddd.but i like the weather like that(:better with dough around:/ okay im off byebye cheers!
12:44 AM          Just finish showering-.-and its like 1245am now.got home around 12.so yeah we went to aunt ann's place but before that went to where momo club used to be to get something with mom and we met with an accident la!but everyone's alright no one got hurt or died.haha and i cause i hate wearin seat belts i kinda like jerk infront la but the impact wasnt hard so i didnt hit my head or anything but like the ear phones came off. what happen was like dad turned out and this car came from behide and knock us and he said he couldnt control his break?-.-dad and mom thinks he's new but nothing happen to the car cause dad didnt step break and there wasnt any car infront so our car moved infront when he hit us thats why the impact wasnt that bad.im having a headache:/ anyway so we headed to aunt ann's place and i took socks for a walk but as you can see from the picture,she took me for a walk instead.HAHA shes so adorable la okay.i love her(:and while walkin i saw this black dog lazing off the ledge so cute okay.haha so yeah anyway we all went for dinner together and i had the wors claypot rice ever and we headed to ikea.the one at tempanies(sp?)its like fuck huge la!its super big!haha then after ikea we headed to giant and its like huge too.so walk walk walk buy buy buy then sent aunt ann home then head back. oh and something funny today in the lift on the way out. i ran into the lift as usual cause i took sometime to get ready. i was wearing this red top i got from gap kids and its plain. mom:since when you got this top how come i dont know?? me:you got it for me-.- mom:oh really?haha me:yeah i just never wore it cause like its so red la!dont you think so? dad:no i think this red is fine,its a nice red. mom:yeah i think its okay what both of them kept looking at me me:no i think its too red la make me look funny. mom:looks at herself and was like so do i look very green then?and started laughing at me cause she was wearing this green sleeveless top la-.- shes so lame okay.but i thought it was funny.as in the way she said it to make fun of me.so annoyingly lame.hahaha okay whatever. im so brown now and my face that red line is like hardly seeable):hahahha!sam thinks i look like a kid with my short hair and new unexpected tan.oh and talking about hair,im happy with the thickness now that it has grown(:but it wont last long la:/ oh wellllllllllll.headacheheadacheheadacheeeeeeeee. tuition tml at 10 then coming home to sleepppppp then work at 6 till i dont know what time. okay off now. cheers! Saturday, June 16, 2007 4:03 PM my heart. woke up around 12ish to a good night sleep with no dreams what so ever(:so anyway yeah woke up clean the house then shower and now its raining.i like the weather today(:hmm so yeah going go to aunt ann's place at east coast then dinner.im sleepy and i wana watch harry potterrrr. im really boreddd. bloop. mom cooked some pork thing for tml lunch and the smell of sweet chilli sauce makes me wana eat something with sweet chilli sauce.that reminds me,i think im hungry.HAHA okay anyway tuition at 10 tml followed by work at 6.long day. and i think val's granny damn cute la.hahahhahahaha!she makes me laugh. im currently in love with The perishers,my heart(: okay im off. cheers! i miss you like real badly:/ Friday, June 15, 2007 11:56 PM             okay so like the photos are all anyhow placed but basically the car ones was the damn freakin hour i spent in the car with mom at taka carpark just trying to get out after shopping-.-we both nearly died in the car esp me i tell you.i was dead tired and bored as hellllllll!i wanted my dough so bad:/i felt so moody cause i spent the whole time staring at the car infront.HAHA anyway so yeah had training at 3 today at CCAB my all time favorite place to train(:and chu,joy and i bullied rach again just like old times(:hahah but guess what?i got burnt like mad la:/ now my face is super red.my nose and cheeks esp like one red line.hahaha and its making my lips hurt la):so painnnn.and my tigh muscle hurts too my ankle too but like i turn it here and there then CRACK then okay already.hahaha but when i walk like it feels so funny but i know it'll be fine later la.anyway yeah so came home to shower after training and i showered with like ice cold water cause i was so burnt and hot.hahaha!okay whatever so went to taka but went drive thru to get macs for my dinner then headed to townnnn.haha i wanted to get this hoody which was like 47 bucks after 20% discount la but mom said its too expensive for a hoody for me-.- fine la.haha whatever.so i settled on ice-cream and we headed home but spent an hour in the jam just to get out of the freakin ass carpark.and my lips hurt la.roarr. okay so tml gona sleep till 1 hopefully unless mom wakes me cause she wana clean the house then i think she wana go out again?not sure but she said very long never go greatworld then when we passed by tanglin she said the same thing so im guessing its either of those 2 places if we do go out.haha but i think i have like homework.dont know im so tired now im gona read till i fall asleep. OH!speaking of which,mom spent like almost an hour at G2000 so i was like sitting down waiting and waiting and Zzzzzz.HAHAHAH i fell asleep by just resting my chin on my hand laa.hahaha so:/ i was like omgg.haha i wanted to hide my face la.hahaha then she suddenly come touch my neck and ask me if im very tired.gave me a shock okay i thought who the hell was it la-.- oh and those pictures of those puppiessssssss!omg laaaaaa.hahahah okok im abit hyper now.anyway yea one of them was a 2 months old gray hound the smallest one.adorable lil thing.and the pompom!wahlau so cute okay with the fur so big!hahahah and and that collie.like coffee but the bigger breed.so adorable too.i didnt wana leave okay.haha and the calender shows how much "free"time i had this holiday.i got so excited cause the last week was blank but sam was like cause school starts-.-i wanted to cry okay.you should have seen my face.i was so upset la:/ okay im off cheers! Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:18 PM so i had a relatively good night last night and woke up to a drunk call by clara but i didnt pick it up cause i was tired and it was 5 in the morning and i was due to wake up in an hour so i went back to bed and got up at 620.got to school just in time for the paper which wasnt too bad i guess?haha oh well.anyway yes yes so after the paper i sat at the canteen with liwei and chess waiting for joy.they finally ended at 12 then joy and i went to get our hair cut and lunch then headed to queens for training.my hair so short la i dont like:/but knowing my hair,its gona grow back in no time and i'll have to cut it again.haha so not much of a difference i guess.so yeah trainin was good we did relays and im happy.not tired but the journey home was one long one.haha so i fell asleep cause the ipod hang then yeah lor.haha and i realise im like getting darker everytime we train at queens and im happy(: but i think im like becoming black.hahahah ss and geog tml.came home around 7ish,showered and started studying and strange enough,i didnt fall asleep at all(:stopped at 10 to watch incredible tales.hahaha alone la!so scaryyy.haha i wana watch ghost whisperer but im scared:/its like wayyyyyyyy more worst then incredible tales la.hahaha okay so now its like prison break(:i just realise like most of the guys in prison break all botak.HAHA hurr im bored and like.hurr okay so training again tml after paper then sat is just sat nothing on at the moment then sunday tuition in the morning followed by work in the evening.then the whole cycle repeats and eh no school's starting.roar. i want a hoody and a new player pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.haha okay i shall save for that now. OH AND LIKE LOST IS FINALLY BACK LAAAAAAAA!hahahahha yayyyyy!more tv shows to keep me busy.haha but its like on the 24th at 11 la.so late.hahah but nvm.hahah okay im hungry now.i wana eat.after training i had teh tarik and one chicken wing.haha now i feel like eating subwayyyyyyyyy.haha roar. cheers! Wednesday, June 13, 2007 10:19 PM      And I’d give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel me somehow. Today, woke up at 8 and fell asleep again till 815.HAHAHA dont blame me.i had a fucking bad night again yesterday:/all these bad nights are making me not wana sleep okay:/yesterday wasnt dream.i just felt so horrible like i was half asleep and it felt so hot yet cold at the same time and like i keep feeling like there were a bazillion mozzies and flies around me and all:/ i felt really horrible.and when i finally fell asleep peacefully i had to wake up already): i really hate my nights like that.. so yeah went for tuition then after tuition when to meet ah poon but like we didnt have to contact each other la cause this buddy of mine,we have alot of fate.haha i just bumped into her at zara.hahah this always happen la like if she calls me today,we'll bump into each other tml.anyway so yeah we walked around and had a feast at delifrance and we talked alot and laugh alot too cause it seems like thats the only thing that happens when you put both of us together.haha we kept saying the same things at the same time too la.haha im so glad i have her as my buddy all these years(: she said this: D"everytime im with you i'll be laughin alot la" M"yeah i know me too!" M"so when your sad find me when im sad find you if we're both sad,find each other" D"but we'll both be crying together how to laugh" M"please!we would be laughing at how fugly we both look when we're crying!" D"oh yeah true.." HAHAHHA oh well.oh and i really cant stand her and her stupid vouchers la-.- so yeah we went to kino to rot and then at 4 we went to walk around at wisma and laugh at silly things and make fun of people and say more stuff at the same time again.hahaha sometimes it really scares me to see how much alike we are la.haha so yeah she went off at 5 to go somewhere so i met sam to have dinner then dinner wahlau.i tried killing myself which felt great.i had wanton mee with extra extra chilli.my lips were like super red and it felt swollen after that la.hahah ohwell. paper tml then training!i cant wait i hope we do relays cause i cant fucking wait(: friday its paper again then trainingggggg. hmm well right now im just doing everything and anything to make me feel tired and keep myself busy.but as it is,i already have alot to do.oh welllll. cheers. Tuesday, June 12, 2007 9:01 PM  look at my princess(: <3(: href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzXyWdgDAl4NCyjGNy5coyrTlKMz3pRJoSDyw35OZDUTKWBCpHKN3XqdmLKIROecNyiwEgloYqIsmEYQhc6mmET7zvImtz_wlE5PC4qliWaXLW8vSOld3uAnhPcC3YBoP_gWqh/s1600-h/P6090030.JPG"> baby ashley(:Okay so training was like the best ever since training started this year(:everyone came and we did parachute 10times plue 2 without.it was good cause we had so much fun laughin bullying rach.we meaning chu joy and i.haha it was bloody funny la.we drew pictures of rach on ms eileen's clipboard.hahahah anyway yeah with all that laughing,workouts werent tired at all(:i could easily do another set with the great company(: So anyway after training joy rach and i flew to the fried rice and bee hoon Mr zed got.hahaha we sat there ate and laugh about good old times and my tumble tots:/ sophia lee im gona shoot you for posting about that laaaaaaaa!haha oh well yeah and OMG LA!!!THEY HAVE MY YEO'S CHI HUA CHA IN BOTTLE FORM NOW IN SCHOOLLLLLLLL!omg thats like joyyyyy.haha no as is joy to the world not joy kuan that joy.okay whatever.hahahah so yeah we talk talk eat eat i had a few spoons then went to change and headed to vivo to meet steph,eloise,yvonne and ms eileen at b&j's and we sat there eating ice-cream and laughin about silly things and the topic soon changed to ghostly encounters in school and all.hahah fun fun(: and i had my cookie dough so like im happy(:but i drop one of my dough laaa.hahah vic i bet your jealous i had cookie dough and you dont.HAHA Anyway yeah so took 188 home.longgggggg ride.haha came home and mom cooked that soup with a whole lot of pepper(:i like pepper but i was so full from ice cream and fried rice i just wash up and made the soup look like someone drank it before.hahah!so mom and dad came home and mom whack my backside la.actually it felt more like she punched it.hahaha so pain okay!):anyway yeah so erm like i cant remember what i wanted to say.hahaha oh!yes yes so tml tuition at 10 till 12ish then gona go taka library to study with debbie poon shi yun then shes leaving at 5 so i guess i'd head home.okay anyway i really wana eat bbq chicken wings now.hahaha and claypot rice.haha bummerrr. And i really want a new player): cheers!
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